Is it possible to be depressed from makeup? Yes. Yes it is. Maybe depressed isn't the right word, but I definitely don't feel the joy of makeup anymore... at least, not like in the beginning. And I have to remind myself that I can't always be euphoric with makeup - it's not healthy. And someone …
Tag: depression
FoD: The MLM Adventures (Final)
I was going through my previous blog entries, trying to figure out which series were left hanging on a thread (I'm trying to get myself reorganized with my Series), and it turns out that I never finished the story of my time as an MLM rung/step/shill/seller. Shall we get to the end? No worries, it's …
First Post 2018
*proceeds to duck from flying vegetables* Okay, okay. I have been out of the scene for quite some time, but hear me out. I made quite a big change in September of last year - I switched jobs and I also moved. This meant a whole lotta things, not the least of which are the …
FoD: The MLM Adventures (Part 2)
From Part 1: I’m all for the “work grind” mantra – Dwayne “The Rock” Johnson lives and breathes it and so does Daymond John, “The Peoples Shark.” Sure, I may not seemingly practice that because I update the blog once in a while (switching jobs is not as easy as it looks – a lesson …
Frank on Depression: The MLM Adventures (Part 1)
Hey, Beautiful Blossoms! Yesterday I had the pleasure of reading an interesting (and occasionally funny) blog called "The Not Quite Fairy-Tales of Elle Beau," courtesy of a makeup Discord group I participate in. It was mentioned in the group at a good time for me because I needed something to calm me down but never …
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A Friday Post.
Or me sneaking in an entry while I can because I'm working a long shift and I'm gonna be tired by the time I get my sorry ass home. It's just sinking in that next week, I have no long shift. I'm working strictly regular office hours, which means I may as well not expect …
A Breather Entry
Hey Beautiful Blossoms! After being on hiatus for over a month, I finally got the chance to come back and just do a quick entry - I hadn't realized that the last entry that I wrote was on March 7, but that's what happens when moving plans fall apart get delayed, family members have a …
Day 4: I Quit This Challenge.
Yep. I am officially throwing in the towel on my self-imposed challenge. The more I tried to get myself to be enthusiastic about cracking open my Vice 4 palette, the more frustrated I became with using it. And no brush I owned in my arsenal could transfer the damn eyeshadow from pan to palette the …
Trying to Find My Way Back
I remember the time when blogging was still in its infancy: people were posting regularly about their personal lives, innermost thoughts, secrets and gossips shared, . Blogging served as a place to vent frustrations, share dreams and goals, or promote enthusiasm about a personal favorite. Viewership wasn't a big deal back then - at least, …
When Depression is Kicking Your Ass…
My postings here have been sporadic to say the least. In part because lately, I find myself struggling in the sea of my depressive bouts. Some rounds I win, some rounds I lose and when I do, I'm face planted onto the ground I'm standing on and it is scarily comforting. I don't even wanna …